Marilyn Monroe
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe

Tuesday, May 10

I am sunburnt! :(

So yup..I went to court yesterday for the apartment place where I live at and I have 10 days from yesterday to pay the rent and court fees or I will be evicted. its just around 1400..how the heck am I about to get that much in 9 days?? I believe my account with my bank is still negative and I'm broker than before. I started a new job last week, so I'm happy about that. Working at k-mart now getting paid minimum wage. 7.40! woo-hoo!!! With gas prices just about 2 dollars cheaper I'm going to be a millionaire in no time!!!! My oldest had a dentist appointment this morning, got his teeth cleaned and filled. He had three cavities. I'm sick of everyone giving him candy and pop and junk food and even when I tell them not to they still do it behind my back and tell me its fine. No its not fine when I have to sit at the dentist for an hour waiting for them to fill in the cavities that he would not have gotten if they listen to me! He is my child not theirs and I decide how to raise them not them. Some people just piss me off telling me I don't know what I am doing and blah blah blah. I have three kids and I believe I know what I am doing. Am I the best mother? No, but who is? I have to drive to Grand Haven tomorrow morning. About an hour drive just to go to court for child support. Hope we can get everything figured out and I dont have to keep going an hour away for this crap. I have not been to court for this before so I am not at all for sure on what will be happening. So John is talking about joining the air force. Happy about that. I just wish things were going alot better with us than what they are now. Just feels like we are holding together with a piece of frayed yarn.